Giving Up Emotions (Bleach Story)
Rin's the spirit of a Shinigami born into a human child after her first death. She doesn't remember a thing about her past life, except her name, her death (Remembers if perfectly), & her Zanpakuto's name...
The characters are depicted in my own sight. Sorry if I get a personality wrong, my friend has to describe their personalities if I don't really know them... ^_^'
I made up a squad for fun... They're a specialized squad, not really ever doing anything as a team... xD
Chapter 1
The Beginning of a Long Journey.
"Captain!"
I didn't even look at them.
"don't even take a step towards me you two!"
They stopped.
"b-but Captain!"
I shook my head.
"Let me go on my own. It's better if I don't kill more people than necessary trying to seal him away..."
I looked down and then at them. I smiled the girl was close to tears. Then there was the guy, I had hardly know him for long, but I guess you could say he was a friend. I smiled.
"Don't worry about me. I'll come back some day. I'm going to die one way or another."
I turned back to face my enemy.
"It's better I die to save everyone than leave him to force me to see them die because I was too stubborn..."
I pulled my Zanpakuto out of its sheathe and I heard the soft bell ring from the spiritual presence of it's soul; Nayame. I began to walk towards him, leaving those two to stand there.
Nayame, will you be happy to help me seal him away, even if it means my life?
[I'll always stand by your side even if it means both our lives, Rin. We're a team and we must take them down together...]
Alright then. Let's do this.
He looked up at me.
"You can't seal me away with a silly little Shinigami spell."
He had already been trapped by one of them, but I was planning on using something else...
"You're right... I can't..."
He scoffed, but I finished my statement.
"So that's why I'm going to do something else to you. Something that will seal your soul away."
I raised my hand to the level of his head, he was taller than me when standing up straight, but he was kneeling now... I concentrated on using all of my energy left to seal his soul. I looked down at him.
"You shall not hurt them anymore. It will kill me, but also save them. You were once my friend Katashi Makoto, but now, you're nothing but a demon."
I closed my eyes and released the energy and said the words to seal him away.
"Akuma sourupakkin" (Demon soul seal)
In a second everything had stopped and I felt myself slipping. I closed my eyes and sighed and let myself fall.
I'll return... I promised...
I sat up in bed and yawned.
"Ugh, I'm so sleepy but it's already ten."
I grabbed the empty glass besides my bed and got up and walked into the bathroom. That was the second time this week that I've dreamed of that final memory from my life before this one.
"I'm not sure how old I was when I died... but now I'm stuck in a human body. I sighed heavily and filled the glass with water and then reached into the cabinet to get my medicine. My sister, Kira, started me on the meds when I was 10- 5 years ago- after my father killed our brother, mother, and younger sister. After that, he left her half dead and me hiding in the bathroom... Unharmed. I have always wondered if it was just a miracle that he didn't hurt me, or if something influenced him to forget about me. After that, my sister, who is now 25, and I kept the house and taken our mother's maiden name... Ironically being Takenouchi, which is also the name of my soul. I'm not quite convinced it's a coincidence... My mother had always told me my name fit me, that I looked like a Rin...
"Just another Sunday..."
I sighed and took the pills and drank the water. I set the glass on the counter and grabbed my jeans and slipped into them. I pulled a shirt on, over my tank top and walked back into the bathroom. I ran my brush through my long, silky, black hair. I blinked and then smiled at my reflection... The only smiles I ever gave were fake, because I really couldn't feel anything inside my heart... Ever since I started those meds. I walked back into my room and put on my necklace. It was a choker, with longer chains hanging down and a black cross at the end of the longest chain. In the center of the cross rested a blue orb, the same color as my eyes. The only thing that has ever matched their color is this necklace. That's why everyone loves my eyes, because of their color being so unique.
"RIN!!!!!"
I sighed and slipped on my boots over my jeans. I walked out into the hallway.
"Don't worry, I'm leaving, Kira. I won't bother you while you're hosting that business party... I grabbed my phone and stepped out of the door. I'd either climb back in through my window or I'd just stay the night at someone's house. It was normally Orihime's house... She was always the most welcoming to me.
"Come on, of all the days to ignore me Sasha, you have to choose the one day I really need someone?"
The line beeped, telling me he didn't pick up. I sighed.
"Guess I'm on my own for a bit."
I walked past a group of two people who were dressed strangely... Everyone else really didn't seem to notice them... They looked familiar too... I listened to them as they passed me.
"Dam, that human looked a lot better than all of the others we've seen so far."
I tripped the guy as he passed, a little bit behind the girl he was with. I kept walking, but I smirked.
"Oh, my bad. I'm sorry."
I acted like I cared as I turned to face him and pretend to apologize. They were both looking at me.
"What...?"
I didn't even look at them.
"don't even take a step towards me you two!"
They stopped.
"b-but Captain!"
I shook my head.
"Let me go on my own. It's better if I don't kill more people than necessary trying to seal him away..."
I looked down and then at them. I smiled the girl was close to tears. Then there was the guy, I had hardly know him for long, but I guess you could say he was a friend. I smiled.
"Don't worry about me. I'll come back some day. I'm going to die one way or another."
I turned back to face my enemy.
"It's better I die to save everyone than leave him to force me to see them die because I was too stubborn..."
I pulled my Zanpakuto out of its sheathe and I heard the soft bell ring from the spiritual presence of it's soul; Nayame. I began to walk towards him, leaving those two to stand there.
Nayame, will you be happy to help me seal him away, even if it means my life?
[I'll always stand by your side even if it means both our lives, Rin. We're a team and we must take them down together...]
Alright then. Let's do this.
He looked up at me.
"You can't seal me away with a silly little Shinigami spell."
He had already been trapped by one of them, but I was planning on using something else...
"You're right... I can't..."
He scoffed, but I finished my statement.
"So that's why I'm going to do something else to you. Something that will seal your soul away."
I raised my hand to the level of his head, he was taller than me when standing up straight, but he was kneeling now... I concentrated on using all of my energy left to seal his soul. I looked down at him.
"You shall not hurt them anymore. It will kill me, but also save them. You were once my friend Katashi Makoto, but now, you're nothing but a demon."
I closed my eyes and released the energy and said the words to seal him away.
"Akuma sourupakkin" (Demon soul seal)
In a second everything had stopped and I felt myself slipping. I closed my eyes and sighed and let myself fall.
I'll return... I promised...
I sat up in bed and yawned.
"Ugh, I'm so sleepy but it's already ten."
I grabbed the empty glass besides my bed and got up and walked into the bathroom. That was the second time this week that I've dreamed of that final memory from my life before this one.
"I'm not sure how old I was when I died... but now I'm stuck in a human body. I sighed heavily and filled the glass with water and then reached into the cabinet to get my medicine. My sister, Kira, started me on the meds when I was 10- 5 years ago- after my father killed our brother, mother, and younger sister. After that, he left her half dead and me hiding in the bathroom... Unharmed. I have always wondered if it was just a miracle that he didn't hurt me, or if something influenced him to forget about me. After that, my sister, who is now 25, and I kept the house and taken our mother's maiden name... Ironically being Takenouchi, which is also the name of my soul. I'm not quite convinced it's a coincidence... My mother had always told me my name fit me, that I looked like a Rin...
"Just another Sunday..."
I sighed and took the pills and drank the water. I set the glass on the counter and grabbed my jeans and slipped into them. I pulled a shirt on, over my tank top and walked back into the bathroom. I ran my brush through my long, silky, black hair. I blinked and then smiled at my reflection... The only smiles I ever gave were fake, because I really couldn't feel anything inside my heart... Ever since I started those meds. I walked back into my room and put on my necklace. It was a choker, with longer chains hanging down and a black cross at the end of the longest chain. In the center of the cross rested a blue orb, the same color as my eyes. The only thing that has ever matched their color is this necklace. That's why everyone loves my eyes, because of their color being so unique.
"RIN!!!!!"
I sighed and slipped on my boots over my jeans. I walked out into the hallway.
"Don't worry, I'm leaving, Kira. I won't bother you while you're hosting that business party... I grabbed my phone and stepped out of the door. I'd either climb back in through my window or I'd just stay the night at someone's house. It was normally Orihime's house... She was always the most welcoming to me.
"Come on, of all the days to ignore me Sasha, you have to choose the one day I really need someone?"
The line beeped, telling me he didn't pick up. I sighed.
"Guess I'm on my own for a bit."
I walked past a group of two people who were dressed strangely... Everyone else really didn't seem to notice them... They looked familiar too... I listened to them as they passed me.
"Dam, that human looked a lot better than all of the others we've seen so far."
I tripped the guy as he passed, a little bit behind the girl he was with. I kept walking, but I smirked.
"Oh, my bad. I'm sorry."
I acted like I cared as I turned to face him and pretend to apologize. They were both looking at me.
"What...?"



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