R.I.P. Louie

it just won't sink in for me, but the first horse I ever loved...... Was put down yesterday...... I spent the last two days cryin now when I'm alone. It's do bad that it's hard to even make myself eat. No one understands......... I have my barn friends but none if them had the same kind of relationship with him I did...... He was old I understand but muss him.

I guess I should tell you the reason he needed to be put down......it makes me sick to think about it....... The person who feeds was letting all the horses out in the morning and Louie was laying down, and he couldn't get up........ They called the vet and when they came they said his heart was failing......... They said he was going to die and the only humane way is put him down........ We list a horse this week named fancy too but she wasn't a big deal to us she was a really nasty horse...... But Louie was sweet and lovable.........

I could never forget the first time I rode him and why....... I got tree for a lesson and Louie and his friend were allowed to walk around themselves and he walked up to me and followed me the entire time........ The reason I can go what I do is because of him.... He was the horse who taught me to Troy and the first horse i ever cantered....... I can never forget the time at camp whence but a carrot and the other side hit me in the face....... Or the the way h looked at me when I went to get him........ he always looked like he was grinning this silly little grin at me........... And as I was talking to my friend, I said u was gonna start riding a horse named hope who looks like him oft before she told me........ I don't know If I will be able to even look at her for a while. I don't know how I'm gonna be able to go back and ride for a while....... It sounds like in over reacting but I lived this horse like you wouldn't beileve....... I still don't know how to deal with this........