I Know It's Wrong, But He Owns My Heart.....(Original Story)

As I woke up, next to him, I knew this wrong. Feeling his heartbeat through his bare chest I knew he knew.
But knowing wrong from right didn't stop us, it only made this more powerful. We knew we couldn't have each other, which only made this "obsession" stronger.
"What are you thinking about?,"asked Brad playing with my hair.
I looked up to meet his perfect gaze, his ocean blue eyes looking into my sea green eyes. His blonde hair as static as mine. His perfect body giving out the perfect amount of heat to keep me warm.
"How all this is wrong,"I replied, thinking about my best friend Alex,"You are Alex (e)x, and she's still in love with you! I mean, she's my best friend I shouldn't been doing this to her!"
My fingers running through his chest, to keep occupied so I wouldn't cry. It hurt me to even think about what I I'm doing to Alex. She's always been there for me...just makes it wrong!
"I know....but it's not like we planned this, it just sort of happened...now go back sleep, we have school tomorrow,"he said pulling my covers up to cover us.
I just hope that we are making the right choice....

What do you think? Should I continue it?