My Journal of My Days(You Don't have to Read this)

I feel alone for some reason.I don't really know. I'm thinking of transfering schools.I eat lunch and then I see Michael. Michael is this boy who looks like Ron Weasley from Harry Potter who i'm crushing on.He has long-ish short hair like Ron's in 5th year,he has black-blue eyes,and has an ear ring on his right ear.People think it's gay,but Michael really isn't. You see,i'm crushing on Ron.Michael looks like Ron. So does that mean i Like him? I dunno.

Then there's a few boys I like that's in my classes. I used to Sit next to this kid named Esaias and we'd always talk.Then he stopped for some reason. Out of the blue. I sighed and just forgot about it. I barely ever talk to him now.

And I'm at Lunch sitting around thinking this. I'm sitting by myself away from everyone.I don't try,but I don't really know anyone.I sigh.Hoping anyone can come over and talk to me. No one.Just this kid named Evan who's a bit numpty in the head.

I then think if i should transfer or not. I cant decide if good friends vs transferring. I know the best would stay but i was wary.

I feel abandoned by my friends and distant.Online and offline.