A fake friend
I told me friend that she really didn't know the true me, and she laughed and started naming off all the lies my fake self said. She didn't understand what I was going through, even though she said she was going through the exact same thing. So I figured I would try and get my feelings out there somehow.
How can you know me?
When I barely know myself.
How can you laugh with me?
When inside I am crying.
I told you once, how I felt.
Your ice cold heart didn't even melt.
You didn't believe any word I said.
You'd be surprised when I end up dead.
How can you talk about me?
When you don't know the real me.
How can you see me?
When this image is a fake, a lie.
You never like anything I do.
Even though most of it is for you.
My "sometimes" best friend
Who is supposed to be with me until the end.
But you leave me all the time.
And never seem to see me from behind
Struggling to stop you,
Hurrying to please you.
You never see my feelings.
Only your own.
This makes me feel unhappy
But this, you've already known.
dedicated to Shannon Ball who would probably slap me if she heard this.
When I barely know myself.
How can you laugh with me?
When inside I am crying.
I told you once, how I felt.
Your ice cold heart didn't even melt.
You didn't believe any word I said.
You'd be surprised when I end up dead.
How can you talk about me?
When you don't know the real me.
How can you see me?
When this image is a fake, a lie.
You never like anything I do.
Even though most of it is for you.
My "sometimes" best friend
Who is supposed to be with me until the end.
But you leave me all the time.
And never seem to see me from behind
Struggling to stop you,
Hurrying to please you.
You never see my feelings.
Only your own.
This makes me feel unhappy
But this, you've already known.
dedicated to Shannon Ball who would probably slap me if she heard this.
9 Comments
touching story, sorry this happens to you
dont be its her fault
yeah, still, you through it
well shes trying to get me in like big trouble
yeah for harrasment......
:(
No one is soposed to know for my case
o yeah sorry...
we made up it otay
she took the charges down too
whyd you steal madisons thing you didnt make tht up you copy cat