Look Away ~Original Song~

Have to look away,
Won't let them see my weakness,
Got to look some where ahead,
Gotta show them I'm not scared.

Have to look for a brighter future,
Tomorrow's a brand new day,
Gotta look for a good side to this,
Death I shall not fear.

Have to smile right now,
Gotta pretend I'm okay,
Have to look death in the eye,
Tell him I'm not scared.

Have to look towards yesterday,
Remember how I laughed,
Gotta look at life with a brighter view,
I've got a reason to be here.

She made me a promise,
I know she'll keep it,
What if she breaks it?
Will we be defeated?

Gotta smile right now,
Show them I'm okay,
Show them I can look ahead,
Show them I'm fearless.

Gotta pretend I'm okay,
I just want them to go away,
Why don't they understand that I just want some space?

She's gone now,
I still gotta look ahead,
Won't be able to look back to the past,
She's to gone to be saved.

Can't talk to her now,
Gotta look towards tomorrow,
So I can look away from today,
It's what she'd want.
What I need to do.

She loved me,
Though she never said it to be true,
I know she loved me,
Didn't she?

Looking away is harder than looking to their eyes and showing them how I feel,
So why don't they look away for me?
Make my day feel good.
Make my smile come back.

No one understands why I'm looking away,
No one ever will.
Will they try to?
I don't know.

Gotta look ahead,
gotta see a brighter aspect.
Let's hope there's a heaven,
A place for her to rest.

Dedicated to Anna. May your granny rest in peace.