Moving To A New State

So, I'm moving and people are telling me they'll miss me. Now, since it's polite I respond by saying "I'll miss you too", but the truth is, I'm not sure if I will. Well, I mean of course I will miss my best friends, but even people that I don't really talk to are telling me they'll miss me. How can they miss someone they don't know? It makes me feel so bad that I don't feel the same. There is just so much drama at my school that I'm so ready to leave the school! I'm just hoping the drama at my new school is not so extreme. I mean, there is drama everywhere, but the drama at my current school is ridiculous! Even though I try to avoid it I'm pulled into it without even realizing it. I can't wait to leave. But I wish I could talk my friends with me. I love them. No, I don't mean that love that all girls say to each other. I mean I actually love them. I can not live without them. They are all such amazing people. All of them having variety that only they could pull off. I'm not saying I'm replacing them I'm saying that I hope some people can be good friends with me like they were. I could never ever find someone like them. What is really annoying though is that people have been telling me "Oh it's just Middle School you won't have trouble". The reason this is annoying is that it does not matter what grade you are in. It still affects you the same way. Maybe it's a different because one friend in particular saved my life. I mean this seriously. I won't get into details with that. That should be saved for another time. Point is, I'm going to miss them terribly.

I'm packing this weekend. Have no clue I'm going to pack my room. I have so many things. I couldn't even hang out with my girls this weekend : (. But hey, at least all will be done : )