Broken (poem) :D

The first feeling of pain that began the sorrow, its always there, no need for tomorrow. Feeling the rusty blade on my palm, feeling the same sadness i felt all along. The years of screaming in silence, the hours of shedding tears. The long, lifeless days where i no longer matter, my heart is broken..it lays there shattered. I reach for your empty hands, but i lay here all alone. No hope for today, there never will be, why cant i matter? Just let me be me.