I Wanna Die... Help me... advices?
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Ok so once upon a time there was this time that i was dating Jason. He broke up with me two months ago and he said somethings about: "You and i are not working out." I was so broken i really loved him. he broke up with me and i broke down. I became depressed and i thing that he broke up with me because he heard this rumor: "Erica is cheating on Jason." and to be honest with you i wasn't. So after we broke up they were all humiliating me and all of a sudden the rumors stopped. I had to date someone i didn't like because all of the girls in my school were mocking me.
I always talked to Meredith (my best friend) and sometimes she pointed out to Jason as the "cute" one adn i thought she was joking.
After two months the past two weeks i was finally beginning to get over Jason. Don't get me wrong I still like him. i still love him but i tried to not to think of him. I figured i'd better break up with Harry, the one i was dating forcefully, to feel better. At least i wasn't lying to him.
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Happily the girls didn't mock me this time. now everything was going good until i went to school today. I was next to my locker which is in front of Jason's locker. Meredith talked with me and at once she went away. I couldn't believe my eyes. Just before my eyes Meredith kissed someone that i've been crying all the time about. Alicia (other friend) talked to me), my mum talked to me but i can't help crying.
Meredith were friends since third grade. I can't believe it and she doesn't love him. she looks at him in lust. Well what should i do? he has a really sfexy body. So i can't help crying... who could i trust now? please help me
I always talked to Meredith (my best friend) and sometimes she pointed out to Jason as the "cute" one adn i thought she was joking.
After two months the past two weeks i was finally beginning to get over Jason. Don't get me wrong I still like him. i still love him but i tried to not to think of him. I figured i'd better break up with Harry, the one i was dating forcefully, to feel better. At least i wasn't lying to him.
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Happily the girls didn't mock me this time. now everything was going good until i went to school today. I was next to my locker which is in front of Jason's locker. Meredith talked with me and at once she went away. I couldn't believe my eyes. Just before my eyes Meredith kissed someone that i've been crying all the time about. Alicia (other friend) talked to me), my mum talked to me but i can't help crying.
Meredith were friends since third grade. I can't believe it and she doesn't love him. she looks at him in lust. Well what should i do? he has a really sfexy body. So i can't help crying... who could i trust now? please help me
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Sounds like you are in a pickle... I know how it is to feel betrayed by everyone, I would go to my other friends, and talk to them about it. Go up to Jason, and talk to him, tell him why you were so sad that you broke up, and tell him that you still love him. This may sound completly out of the question, but it might be worth a shot ;)
thanks i'll try that..
I don't know if it's just me or not, but I dont want to sound insensitive...I have had people do similar things to me before, but I try to not let it bother me so much. I'm a fighter and I don't recommend that. But maybe just talking it out with them will help. Sometimes if that doesnt help the best thing is to move on and learn your lesson that some people are just jerks like that. When people get jealous they do things like this and if they get jealous that means you were doing something right
That's my problem i've no one to talk to
Tell Jason your feelings and maybe hang around with your other friends and tell them what's up. I feel sad for you!
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thank you... i hope he listens..
D:.. Wow. Like everyone, go up to him. Say that you still loved him, and you've been depressed and broke down. Also, say that you've never ever cheated on him, and ask for forgivness and ask if he'd accept you back. Good luck! And don't hang out with her! She betrayed you.. :(
For sure i wouldn't hang out with Meredith any more
don't stop trusting people. although you feel really hurt right now, don't forget that there are better friends & boys out there & some one better will eventually love you the way you deserve to be loved. I hope this helps a little.
sure it helps! thank you.
First of all, you don't know for certain that Jason broke up with you because of the rumor. You only think so. If he's trusted you for so long, then you should be able to muster up enough confidence and go confront him and tell him how it is. He can believe you if he wants, but you must know that there is more than one person in the world. Once you forget about him, you'll eventually find the one guy who can trust you unconditionally.
i'm so so sorry! if she was really your friend she wouldn't date someone u still love,that's just cruel! well stay close to your other friends and stay strong! and if u ever need to talk or rant send me a message,kk! i promise i will listen and try to help!!!!! :)
Aw. :( I'm so sorry! If you need to talk, you could talk to me!
Eont give up trusting people. I did, and do I regret it. But the problem I now face is, even if I try, I can't trust people. I say talk to Jason, and probably Meredith too, and tell them what they're doing to make you so upset. Maybe, if you're too afraid to do that in person, write them notes. I suggest doing it one at a time, though. Too much drama at once isn't a good thing. Also, of you like reading (random comment), I suggest Eleven-Fourteen Plus One by Lauren Myracle. Great tips on how to
deal with these types of situations. They're a little concerning, but such great books. I learned how to deal with a lot of friend and boy issues through them, and they're definitely worth it. It actually has a similar situation in Thirteen. Whatever you do, try to save it before you try to break it, okay? Good luck. ~Viper