Jedward saved my life
for around 9 month ago I thought to myself "I can´t take it anymore" I have been bullied in 10 years and I was about to cut myself but John and Edward got me to understand that it is nothing wrong with me. They saved my life
(SORRY FOR BAD ENGLISH BUT I HAVE TO GET THIS OUT AND PROVE HOW MUCH I LOVE JEDWARD )
You are the reasons why I am still alive. whitout you I would have cut myself. But you got me to understand that it is nothing wrong with me. This is the first time I feel that everyone don´t hate me. when you are holding me I feel so loved. I feel so safe, when I am in your arms or just when I am around you then I feel that no one can hurt me, but when i am not with you I don´t feel safe.
1. I have been bullied in 10 years
2. My cousins ignoring me (because I love jedward)
3. My parents don´t care if I get a allergy chock, they have peanuts in the house when they knows I can´t breath when I am in the same room.
4.What ever happends it is probably always my faoult.
5. I am not welcome anywere.
6. I don´t have any friends in my age ( my best friend is 15 or 16 I am 17, but I don´t see her so often, my other friend is also 16 but I have not seen her in 2 weeks and it was 1 year ago I hang out with her)
those friends I have is the best but I am always alone, I don´t have anyone to be with.
but then I also have jedhead friends that I never meet, I hope I will meet you one day =:)
It is much more things that makes me feel like a pice of trash. people have treat me bad in over 10 years just because I am a little bit different, in the end of march last year I tought I can´t take it anymore, I was about to cut myself but then you came in to my life. If it would not be for you I would probably be dead right now. But like I said before, you saved my life. I am nothing without you, and I have got so many new friends after I became a Jedhead. I have just meet you 3 times but it feels like I have known you in ages and it is just amazing to be your friend, you are the best friends I ever could get. I am not invisible for you and that makes me feel loved. I am still bullied and I have the bullies voices in my head and they telling me that no one will never love me so it is no point of me to be here and that breaks me down but then you are like two little angels inside me and you take the voices away and make me feel loved and happy again. I am always myself but you are the only one that accepting me for who I am. you are the best and I will always be here for you.
You saved me and I will always be greatful for that. I love you so much and I will always be here for you no matter what. I am never going to let anyone hurt you. if it was for you I would probably be dead, Now I am happier than ever and you always makes me smile even If I am in a really bad mood. I will always love you and I wish you knew how much I love you but I am going to tell you next time I meet you.
From a sad, unhappy person that hated my life to a Happy, Jepic Jedhead that love my life =:D
You are the reasons why I am still alive. whitout you I would have cut myself. But you got me to understand that it is nothing wrong with me. This is the first time I feel that everyone don´t hate me. when you are holding me I feel so loved. I feel so safe, when I am in your arms or just when I am around you then I feel that no one can hurt me, but when i am not with you I don´t feel safe.
1. I have been bullied in 10 years
2. My cousins ignoring me (because I love jedward)
3. My parents don´t care if I get a allergy chock, they have peanuts in the house when they knows I can´t breath when I am in the same room.
4.What ever happends it is probably always my faoult.
5. I am not welcome anywere.
6. I don´t have any friends in my age ( my best friend is 15 or 16 I am 17, but I don´t see her so often, my other friend is also 16 but I have not seen her in 2 weeks and it was 1 year ago I hang out with her)
those friends I have is the best but I am always alone, I don´t have anyone to be with.
but then I also have jedhead friends that I never meet, I hope I will meet you one day =:)
It is much more things that makes me feel like a pice of trash. people have treat me bad in over 10 years just because I am a little bit different, in the end of march last year I tought I can´t take it anymore, I was about to cut myself but then you came in to my life. If it would not be for you I would probably be dead right now. But like I said before, you saved my life. I am nothing without you, and I have got so many new friends after I became a Jedhead. I have just meet you 3 times but it feels like I have known you in ages and it is just amazing to be your friend, you are the best friends I ever could get. I am not invisible for you and that makes me feel loved. I am still bullied and I have the bullies voices in my head and they telling me that no one will never love me so it is no point of me to be here and that breaks me down but then you are like two little angels inside me and you take the voices away and make me feel loved and happy again. I am always myself but you are the only one that accepting me for who I am. you are the best and I will always be here for you.
You saved me and I will always be greatful for that. I love you so much and I will always be here for you no matter what. I am never going to let anyone hurt you. if it was for you I would probably be dead, Now I am happier than ever and you always makes me smile even If I am in a really bad mood. I will always love you and I wish you knew how much I love you but I am going to tell you next time I meet you.
From a sad, unhappy person that hated my life to a Happy, Jepic Jedhead that love my life =:D
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