He doesn't love me, but I want him too. I have to love him from a distance, as my heart breaks in two, whenever I read on his facebook how she makes him happy, and how much he loves her. I love him more then she does, but he'll never know... He'll never know how much I admire him. How much I need him. How many times I've caught myself staring at him, admiring his eyes, and his breathtaking smile. How much it hurts me when he talks about his other girlfriends. How much I need him desperatley. How hard it is to just stare at him when he walks over to talk to his friends, and how I'm right there. How much it hurts when he walks away, not ever speaking a word to me. Like I'm just a part of the air surronding him, like a piece of dust just floating by. He doesn't know how much I think about him. How much I see in him. How I admire every detail of not just his looks, but his personallity. He's funny, smart, athletic, and overall amazing. He doesn't know, how I still can't wrap my brain around the fact as too why I like him. That question will never be answered for me. I just wish he knew, how much of the world he is to me.