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Chapter 1
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I can't,
I can't think,
I can't speak,
I can't draw,
I can't write,
I can't rhyme,
I can't sing,
I can't dance,
I can't create,
I can't be creative,
I can't dream,
I can't fall asleep,
I can't do anything,
So why bother with my feelings?
Why do I feel in torment?
Why do I feel so much hate?
Why do I push her away?
Why do I feel angry?
Why do I go crazy?
Why do I fear failure?
Why do I lose control of things?
Why do I even bother?
Why do I feel lost?
Why do I hope for so much?
Why don't I tell her everything?
Why don't I fit in?
Why don't I socialize easily?
Why don't I tell her the truth?
Why don't I let anyone in?
Why don't I be honest with them?
Why don't I accept myself?
Why don't I end it all?
Why don't I admit it?
Admit that I can't stand her,
Admit that she reminds me of me,
Admit that I love another
Admit that I see her as perfect
Admit that I'm a mess
Admit that I'm broken
Admit that I'm not okay
Admit that I'm living in regret
Admit that I'm not just angry
Admit that I don't just feel hate
Admit that I'm angry at myself
Admit that I hate myself.
I can't think,
I can't speak,
I can't draw,
I can't write,
I can't rhyme,
I can't sing,
I can't dance,
I can't create,
I can't be creative,
I can't dream,
I can't fall asleep,
I can't do anything,
So why bother with my feelings?
Why do I feel in torment?
Why do I feel so much hate?
Why do I push her away?
Why do I feel angry?
Why do I go crazy?
Why do I fear failure?
Why do I lose control of things?
Why do I even bother?
Why do I feel lost?
Why do I hope for so much?
Why don't I tell her everything?
Why don't I fit in?
Why don't I socialize easily?
Why don't I tell her the truth?
Why don't I let anyone in?
Why don't I be honest with them?
Why don't I accept myself?
Why don't I end it all?
Why don't I admit it?
Admit that I can't stand her,
Admit that she reminds me of me,
Admit that I love another
Admit that I see her as perfect
Admit that I'm a mess
Admit that I'm broken
Admit that I'm not okay
Admit that I'm living in regret
Admit that I'm not just angry
Admit that I don't just feel hate
Admit that I'm angry at myself
Admit that I hate myself.



43 Comments
AH SONGIE Y U WRITE THIS!?!?!?! yeah i know we all feel like this but...c'mon, CHEER UP! i mean look at me, i'm such an awful f4ck :( but im still pretty happy i guess :P so just cheer up :D
Cause I was on my bed, listening to death metal on full volume, staring at the ceiling and feel like crap after waking up with a fyckin son of a b1itch nightmare? You're not an awful fyck, Cassidy. What's the point of cheering up? Charlie Brown once said "I'm scared of being happy, or just too happy, because when I'm too happy everything goes wrong!"
psh never take charlie brown's advice. everything goes wrong for him anyway. JUST EFFIN CHEER UP AND STOP FEELING SORRY FOR YOURSELF!!!
Coool the F Down will you, CASSIDY? I GOT A FLIPPIN RAZOR AND A SHARP
KNIFR IN MY DRAWER, KAY? Charlie brown's funny!
haha awesome!but I can't listen to death metal when the parentals and older sister are home/awakesad facehaha can't wait til midnight
Whuts awesome? And I can listen to it on my headphones xD
Tha poem awesome!haha and I forced to sit and watch tv with them in the frontroom no electronics(they don't see my phone in my lap;D)I feel like Matilda but music instead of bookssad face
Thanks and aw! But Matilda's awesome! USE THE MAGIC!
the poem is really good is it all true?
Thanks, and yes it is
WHAAA I JUST LIKE CAPS
Then CAPS YOUR AZZ? xD JK!
Haha I would love to be a wica/psychic!
Whut if you secretly are?! xD
Ah that would be wicked! Haha you wanna know something uber creppy/awesome!
HELLZ yeah it would! And sure!
HOW THE EFF CAN SOMEONE CAPS THEIR A55?
....GOOGLE IT. xD
EWWWW NO WHAT IF SOMETHING DIRTY POPS UP?? DX
THEN SUCK IT THE F69CK UP! xDD