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Chapter 1
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I can't,
I can't think,
I can't speak,
I can't draw,
I can't write,
I can't rhyme,
I can't sing,
I can't dance,
I can't create,
I can't be creative,
I can't dream,
I can't fall asleep,
I can't do anything,
So why bother with my feelings?
Why do I feel in torment?
Why do I feel so much hate?
Why do I push her away?
Why do I feel angry?
Why do I go crazy?
Why do I fear failure?
Why do I lose control of things?
Why do I even bother?
Why do I feel lost?
Why do I hope for so much?
Why don't I tell her everything?
Why don't I fit in?
Why don't I socialize easily?
Why don't I tell her the truth?
Why don't I let anyone in?
Why don't I be honest with them?
Why don't I accept myself?
Why don't I end it all?
Why don't I admit it?
Admit that I can't stand her,
Admit that she reminds me of me,
Admit that I love another
Admit that I see her as perfect
Admit that I'm a mess
Admit that I'm broken
Admit that I'm not okay
Admit that I'm living in regret
Admit that I'm not just angry
Admit that I don't just feel hate
Admit that I'm angry at myself
Admit that I hate myself.
I can't think,
I can't speak,
I can't draw,
I can't write,
I can't rhyme,
I can't sing,
I can't dance,
I can't create,
I can't be creative,
I can't dream,
I can't fall asleep,
I can't do anything,
So why bother with my feelings?
Why do I feel in torment?
Why do I feel so much hate?
Why do I push her away?
Why do I feel angry?
Why do I go crazy?
Why do I fear failure?
Why do I lose control of things?
Why do I even bother?
Why do I feel lost?
Why do I hope for so much?
Why don't I tell her everything?
Why don't I fit in?
Why don't I socialize easily?
Why don't I tell her the truth?
Why don't I let anyone in?
Why don't I be honest with them?
Why don't I accept myself?
Why don't I end it all?
Why don't I admit it?
Admit that I can't stand her,
Admit that she reminds me of me,
Admit that I love another
Admit that I see her as perfect
Admit that I'm a mess
Admit that I'm broken
Admit that I'm not okay
Admit that I'm living in regret
Admit that I'm not just angry
Admit that I don't just feel hate
Admit that I'm angry at myself
Admit that I hate myself.



43 Comments
Haha before my gandparents died me,them,my nephew,and cousins would sit down and watch tv everyday@1when we weren't at school and now everyday at exactly12:52my tv turns on all by its self! That's the exact time my grandma used to call us inside plus my tv is in a locked cabinet! I'm the only one with a key!
Wtf? Daaamn! Did you guys check the TV out? O.o my gran would say "POUR SOME HOLY WATER ON IT!"
Haha I'm baptist but my friend is catholic,shed prob go all psychotic on myazz;D and no my parents basically said stop trippin only worded dif and in lecture form-_-
I dunno what baptist is ._. But Maybeh they just think it's too weird or like you're imagining it?
................i see what you did there.................
xD GOOOD!
i wonder if anyone reads our comments and thinks "WTF IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE"
AMEN. xD We're just that awesome! fump
FUMP HELL YEAH! in the title you wrote "tittle"...haha....
This is a good poem! But you shouldnt feel like that.
Thanks, and can't help it really.
Haha baptist is a form of christianity like chatholic,episcopal,etc. And I sure as he//ain't imaaning it haha I used it to scare my sistersmiles deviously;D payback babythey think that the supernatural is bs even after I forced them to sit down and watch like10episodes of Ghost Adventures so I say fvckthem(my parentals not Zak,Nick,Aaron,or Billy)
OOOOh! Well I'm Catholic by the way! And xDD wow, my parents and me watch supernatural, and let's just say, after we got stopped by a police at midnight, in the middle of an extremely dark road, nothing is impossible. That was scary shii1t!
Haha what it exactly happened
What exactly happened? I really don't know. We got pulled over, I was listening to music on my iPod, writing on notes, my sister was asleep, and we were driving home from a party, the cop asks my dad for his name and crap, I keep staring into my side of the window, I check on my sister and turn back (less than 10 seconds in that) suddenly ANOTHER cop is next to my mom, lookin all fierce, Rey don't ask for licsense or anything, I looked back to their car (scared sh1itless, may I add) turn bac
*turn back to my dad, look at the officers, they suddenly go back to their car, I ask my mom "the heck in the name of Scoohy DOO was that?" my dad's confused, we look bal around, and we don't see lights or ANYTHING, we didn't even see the car drive off, or turn around, or get a call.
nothing.
It just disappeared.
WTFH?!WHERE THE ON HE//S GROUND WHERE YOU?!sorry I use that phrase like a lot!
xD I DUNNO! ON THE ROOAAD!
haha FREAKY!BUT AWESOME!
HELLZ yeah!