What happened today that got me pissed off
Chapter 1
Hi!!
So to begin with, recently i have started to turn more 'emo' of course in the beginning i admit i was trying a bit hard to dress that way well not trying hard but i was on purpose doign that. Now though its just an impulse i feel lazy thinking of putting on jeans and a T-shirt but when i think of putting on black pants, my black shirt, my boots, my black undershirt and my black veil brides shirt i feel happy and stuff eventhough its more layers. My mom recently let me start to wear eyeliner so i apply it thickly and one of these days im just going to cut my own bangs or get one of my friends to do it for me.
Okay now onto my pissed off thing.
So in my table at lunch its an 8 person table 1 seat is always empty though. THeres a girl who never talks and 2 girls that are super girly one if a bich and the other is turning into one. ANd then theres me and my friends, we're 4 weirdo's 2 of us are emos another is scene and the other one (my BFF) is just her weird self.
So the scene and the girl thats turning into a bich got lunch detention :(
So the Emo came and sat more nearer to me and my BFF and the bich was next to her, across the table was the quiet girl.
Anyways we were talking about Pitbull and the emo said that she hated him because he talked 'spanglish' and i said that spanglish is reatarded.
The bich said "Imelda you talk spanglish"
and i said "no i dont"
So this bich says all sassy about it "oh yeah sure" and she's all tristing a strand of her hair "sure"
So me always being honest said "man stop being such a sassy bich"
"Stop Being such a wanna be Emo bich" she said "All rocker about it with your fricken eyeliner it looks like raccoon eyes"
"News Flash its called 'raccoon eyes"
"Oh yeah whatever"
"Whatever then"
ANd then there was an awkward silence and me and my friends kept talkign randomely and she kept being all alone that stupid cow.
So anyway what got me mad is that she is SUCH a bich to me! And then when i tell that t the one thats turning into one (who used to be MY friend) she doesnt believe me (oh BTW im not talking to her because shes always talking crap about Black Veil Brides).
But also a bunch of people are talking crap about the amount of eyeliner i have on in my class, 2 girls said i looked scary, one said "are you seriously gonna have that on every day?" and i said yeah and one guy in my class is saying "what the hel is up with al that eyeliner?"
Now this is getting me pissed for many reasons.
1. THat boy supposadly liked me
2. They were perfectly acceptant of me being loud and stuff
Okay they arents bullying but its getting me peeved that they do it even SOMETIMES.
3. Whats WRONG with wearing that much eyeliner? I want to be Emo let me be EMO! Im not cutting myself for gosh's sakes!
4. Ive always hated that girl she overreacts like one time i was trying to get past her to hit one of my friends with a show (long story) and then she pushed me way too hard into the lockers and im pretty small okay only 4' 11" and she's easily 5' 2" and is way fatter than me (shes fat im like anorexic skinny).
5. the one who used to be my friend is being such a Bich recently and wouldnt belive me about #4 and is always talking crap about BVB which me and my Emo friend LOVE.
Okay now onto my pissed off thing.
So in my table at lunch its an 8 person table 1 seat is always empty though. THeres a girl who never talks and 2 girls that are super girly one if a bich and the other is turning into one. ANd then theres me and my friends, we're 4 weirdo's 2 of us are emos another is scene and the other one (my BFF) is just her weird self.
So the scene and the girl thats turning into a bich got lunch detention :(
So the Emo came and sat more nearer to me and my BFF and the bich was next to her, across the table was the quiet girl.
Anyways we were talking about Pitbull and the emo said that she hated him because he talked 'spanglish' and i said that spanglish is reatarded.
The bich said "Imelda you talk spanglish"
and i said "no i dont"
So this bich says all sassy about it "oh yeah sure" and she's all tristing a strand of her hair "sure"
So me always being honest said "man stop being such a sassy bich"
"Stop Being such a wanna be Emo bich" she said "All rocker about it with your fricken eyeliner it looks like raccoon eyes"
"News Flash its called 'raccoon eyes"
"Oh yeah whatever"
"Whatever then"
ANd then there was an awkward silence and me and my friends kept talkign randomely and she kept being all alone that stupid cow.
So anyway what got me mad is that she is SUCH a bich to me! And then when i tell that t the one thats turning into one (who used to be MY friend) she doesnt believe me (oh BTW im not talking to her because shes always talking crap about Black Veil Brides).
But also a bunch of people are talking crap about the amount of eyeliner i have on in my class, 2 girls said i looked scary, one said "are you seriously gonna have that on every day?" and i said yeah and one guy in my class is saying "what the hel is up with al that eyeliner?"
Now this is getting me pissed for many reasons.
1. THat boy supposadly liked me
2. They were perfectly acceptant of me being loud and stuff
Okay they arents bullying but its getting me peeved that they do it even SOMETIMES.
3. Whats WRONG with wearing that much eyeliner? I want to be Emo let me be EMO! Im not cutting myself for gosh's sakes!
4. Ive always hated that girl she overreacts like one time i was trying to get past her to hit one of my friends with a show (long story) and then she pushed me way too hard into the lockers and im pretty small okay only 4' 11" and she's easily 5' 2" and is way fatter than me (shes fat im like anorexic skinny).
5. the one who used to be my friend is being such a Bich recently and wouldnt belive me about #4 and is always talking crap about BVB which me and my Emo friend LOVE.



19 Comments
I think it's Goth,not Emo.Because emo's when you cut yourself,and Goth is just wearing black and other things...I get your point though
WRONG!!!! goth isn't just about wearing black. i should no since i am one. second not all emos cut.
Aw. :( I hope things get better for you.
Aw, i'm sorry, tell them to fvck off and leave u alone.
Aw! :( I'm sorry. I hope it gets better!
Well that is no good. If a friend is your friend they will accept all things about you and not make fun or biiiich about it.
I would stand up the next time they crack a joke on your appearance maybe you should talk back about their imperfections or bicheness! Everyone is unique and deserves the right to express themselves freely.
I 'pologise for the way they're treating you. I completely respect the way you dress and what make-up you wear. I don't do the whole goth/emo thing (not that I don't think it's cool, but I'm more of a torn T and jeans gal), but I wear this really sparkly eyeshadow every day. I get teased and people say it looks like I'm going clubbing... My comeback? "Well, yes, but at least I don't look like I'm fake." Simple. As. Pie. Good luck by the way! -Viper
DONT KEEP CALM, SLAP THAT BIITCH HARD. well thats what i would of done haha ut sorry that sucks
The sad thing is anybody who stands out always gets picked on. they are braver than anybody else by doing so and are so much cooler for expressing them selves. I know exactly how u feel. I get called all kinds of mean things for how i dress and some times its worse than that... I'd rather not talk about it... Truth is if u keep dressing like that people may continue acting that way to u but don't give up! be proud of who u are girl! stay Emo!
-InvaderBeth ( a goth and proud fvckin proud! )
also I'm wishing u the best. If u need any more advice or help dealing with this, I'd love to help.
Shame, that sucks. how much eyeliner do you wear? just wondering. :) Like Amy Winehouse style or....
If that person is acting like that..(the one that used to be your friend) Then she never was your friend in the first place, she probably just used you for the ride. and thought she had no one better to hang with.....i just recently found out my only friend in this town was just using me for a friend when every other one of her friends was busy or some Crab. :)
Awww. That's so sad... I'm sorry for u.