pyro party and the lost killjoys. a dangerdays fanfic

My heart sank as I smiled. I put on a brave face but deep down I knew I was done for, a goner kaput. But what could anyone do? I let out a laugh as I stared at the gruesomely masked face of a dracloid. It was not a humorous laugh but one full of spite and surprise, who would have thought that the great pyro party could fall. Amongst my team I am a hero…..was a hero. They are all dead now and so am i. I closed my eyes and waited. The searing heat never came only a blunt force to the back of the head. And as the world blacked out around me I wondered……why aren’t I dead yet? I woke up after what seemed like a short time but in reality had been hours. I was tied up (a little too tightly if you ask me) in the back of a blindingly white pickup truck. The dust was getting into my eyes and stinging my face and all I could do to protect it was close my eyes. My heart was racing and what had once been bitter melancholy was now fully blown fear. Even behind my closed eyes I could feel the tears welling. I let out a small sob a sound that shocked my own ears. I had not cried since way before the war and now I was crying like an infant and as the tears rolled across my face I could feel the dust settle in the moisture and turn into a mud. I could not remove the evidence of my weakness so I was forced to bear it as a badge of shame. My other taught me from very early in life that one day no one would be there to protect me and when that day came i would have to be strong and proud……I failed her immensely. I tried to wriggle and get free but I felt the pressure of what felt like a boot on my back pinning me down…..dracloid scum. I thrashed and wriggled the feeling of being held down made me furious. i managed to squirm onto my side just enough to see my oppressor. The dracloid had removed his ghoulish mask I squinted to see the face of the sicko who had e pinned……. And I was shocked at what I saw. My mind screamed OMFG is that Gerard way?