This is horrible. I just want to die
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So one of my cousin's friends already drives and he was today at home showing my cousin his new car.. and he asked my cousin if he wanted to go somewhere. So. me and my cousin gave each other that weird "you-thinkin-what-i'm-thinkin-betch?" and he said: "GINGER'S HOUSE!!!"(my best friend, her name isn't ginger, it's her hair...)
Okay so we drove there... and we found the house empty. Completely empty. Not a single needle left. The neighbor told us they moved. To another country. HOW COULD SHE???? Okay if you don't know, she's like my only friend at school and she's like my older sister. At first I didn't cry but then when we got back home, I cried until there were no tears left in my eyes. Then I found a knife but I remember that when me and my friend met we made a promise to each other that we would NEVER cut again. But she also promised never to leave me...So yeah, I did...
I want to die, I want to die, I want to die. This year I'm going to the tenth grade ALL ALONE and thirteen years old. And something else you shouldn't even know...I'm honestly going to lose my mind. This is horrible.
Okay so we drove there... and we found the house empty. Completely empty. Not a single needle left. The neighbor told us they moved. To another country. HOW COULD SHE???? Okay if you don't know, she's like my only friend at school and she's like my older sister. At first I didn't cry but then when we got back home, I cried until there were no tears left in my eyes. Then I found a knife but I remember that when me and my friend met we made a promise to each other that we would NEVER cut again. But she also promised never to leave me...So yeah, I did...
I want to die, I want to die, I want to die. This year I'm going to the tenth grade ALL ALONE and thirteen years old. And something else you shouldn't even know...I'm honestly going to lose my mind. This is horrible.
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its ok, it will get better, im here for you....and i still loves you!
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Hehe thanks...
I'll be here for you too.
Feel free to message me if you have a shoulder to cry on.
Okay
you should call her and ask. Dont cut thoguh it only hurts yourself and why would you wnat that? JUst try adn open your mind to new people. MAybe youll have an awesome new student:) Look on teh brightside and call her.
1- I'm not the one who doesn't open her mind to people. People just hate me.
2-None of us has a phone 0.0
aw... feel better! message me if u need to!
Kay
I used to cut....i know i cant stop you, just know your limits....please.
We're all here for you! and c'mon! you will be able to make new friends, just open yourself up to people! introduce yourself! and if you EVER think about committing suicide on me, I ill beat sense into you with my potatoes! Or you could read this http://www.quibblo.com/quiz/h9AMMTj/We-Must-Work-Together-To-STOP-THIS-read
Call her. Confront her for moving without telling you. Dont cut. Please dont cut. Cutting is only hurting, not helping.
Oh no. Don't cut! Please dont! You have me here as a friend! And she should've told you guys that she was moving. She wasn't being a very good friend. It makes me sad to hear that people cut. Don't do it. Please.
I don't know why she didn't... She told me ALL of her secrets..
Maybe she had to leave and didn't want to hurt your feelings.
Please don't cut. Please.
- hugz-