Atelophobia (read if you care about my feelings)

Atelophobia (read if you care about my feelings)

Chapter 1

If you don't know what it is...

Atelophobia is the fear of not being good enough or imperfection.

Yes, I have a fear of not being good enough. It most commonly causes depression. No, I do not have depression. I hate disappointing people. I hate not being able to help. I hate it when people tell me I'm not good enough. Why am I not good enough. Is it something I can change, probably not. Is it something I did, I don't know.

Please don't make my Atelophobia worse. It hurts enough already.

Somedays my smiles are fake. Sometimes my laughter is painful. All the time Atelophobia lurks in the back of my mind. What if I'm not good enough? Don't be sorry for me, you probably weren't in the first place. I don't want your pity. I don't want your hate either, I'm not searching for attention. I just don't want this to become worse than it already is. Don't tell me I need to tell an adult. They can't help me. No one but God can. Somedays I wonder if I'll ever meet God. What if I don't make it to heaven?

Atelophobia- it hurts.

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