I feel horrible :/
I feel horrible :/
Yeahhhh..... :P
Hey guys, i just feel sick to my stomach. :/
I'm sure I almost threw up yesterday by simply smelling some nasty milk in the fridge, i was so close.
And i've drank starbucks and water, and I think it's that.
I feel like vomiting it out. :/ BLEEHHH
I bet i got nasty candy for christmas, again.
Don't ask about last .
I'm sure it's the candy and crap, but yet :P
And holy sheit,you wouldn't believe half the things I deal with.
You'd probably curl up in a ball and cry your heart out.
Well, i can call this an update...
Okay, i'm feeling bitter again
And i wanna grow up, and do fun things, and i freaking hate myself.
I AM A FREAKING DUMB-ASSSS
Yup, I was getting so clear, so pretty finally,over 14 years.
THEN I WENT AT 3 MEASLY BLACKHEADS AND I HAVE 3 CUTS NOW :P
SO I'M UGLY AGAIN ;P
I'm gonna die an ugly vvirgin with 40 cats with an adopted child and with nobody who loves me. I'll have acne and spend my life on the internet.I'll drown my sorrows in Arizona Tea until I burst from sugar if it's possible
i might die by then so whatever :P
Feeling bitter as hell,
Mikayla
Yeahhhh..... :P
Hey guys, i just feel sick to my stomach. :/
I'm sure I almost threw up yesterday by simply smelling some nasty milk in the fridge, i was so close.
And i've drank starbucks and water, and I think it's that.
I feel like vomiting it out. :/ BLEEHHH
I bet i got nasty candy for christmas, again.
Don't ask about last .
I'm sure it's the candy and crap, but yet :P
And holy sheit,you wouldn't believe half the things I deal with.
You'd probably curl up in a ball and cry your heart out.
Well, i can call this an update...
Okay, i'm feeling bitter again
And i wanna grow up, and do fun things, and i freaking hate myself.
I AM A FREAKING DUMB-ASSSS
Yup, I was getting so clear, so pretty finally,over 14 years.
THEN I WENT AT 3 MEASLY BLACKHEADS AND I HAVE 3 CUTS NOW :P
SO I'M UGLY AGAIN ;P
I'm gonna die an ugly vvirgin with 40 cats with an adopted child and with nobody who loves me. I'll have acne and spend my life on the internet.I'll drown my sorrows in Arizona Tea until I burst from sugar if it's possible
i might die by then so whatever :P
Feeling bitter as hell,
Mikayla
16 Comments
aww hope you feel better! :(
i'm listing to sad songs. Not helping my cause and making me cry, which is not new
I'm sorry Kay Dx
Sorry's not gonna help, dear
c'mon, don't listen to sad songs.... Listen to like... like One Direction's Up all Night or more happy songs!
People always say that. it won't help, and i really don't mind listening to sad songs.
You are NOT ugly!! All teenagers have acne, and many people who are called "ugly" get married and have kids! And you aren't even ugly! You are pretty, and I mean it. So therefore you will NOT die an ugly vvirgin with 40 cats with an adpoted child and nobody who loves you. There is someone out there who DOES love you, or someone who WILL love you. Who do I know, you ask? Because you are extremely nice, caring, funny, and awesome. That's how I know. There are the guys who care for LOOKS, and the
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guys who care for PERSONALITY- the WAY more loving and caring guys. The kind of guys that I am sure will absolutely love you.
wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong. wrong. wrong, wrong. SO wrong.
You are SO not ugly, have you seen your picture? GORGEOUS! and when I did the role play with you, I noticed something, your personality. your very nice, sweet, and an awesome friend! don't think like that, you hear? :(
Well, then I apologize.
If you need to talk, I'm here.
I know you feel awful now, but that's gonna pass. Everything's gonna be fine.
i know how acne is... it can be a pain in the azz sometimes, but things will get better. My sister had bad acne too and now her face is really clear! And you are pretty, acne doesn't make someone ugly! NO! You seem like a sweet and generously kind person! You will have a family someday and a guy who will treat you right because that is all that matters, your personality in the end, which I'm sure you've heard before, but it's true!
Don't worry, someone will love you. My mother is a crazy freakish childish mean b----- kindergarten teacher with nothing else to do but yell at her kids demanding hugs. And she has gotten herself a husband, and they've been married for almost 20 years. And I'm not kidding. You will get if my mother can.