It's really starting to sink in that they're dead.
We got Harlee to sleep. She wouldn't stop crying. I swear. She was crying so hard she was pale and puking. Chase rocked her to sleep. It took about 2 hours... No joke. We'd calm her down, and then she'd see a picture on the wall and start crying again. She's still in Chase's lap. We don't wanna take a chance of waking her up by bringing her upstairs. Now that she's calm.. I'm starting to really let this sink in. My whole family is dead except for Harlee. Both of my parents were the only children in their families.. So we have no cousins or aunts. So Harlee is literally the only thing I have. I don't know how we are supposed to go back to school next Monday. People in our county know all about what happened tonight, and they are setting up fund raisers so we can afford to have the funerals. I don't know what I'm going to do. I am pretty much a parent now. I have to be. I have to be the dad Harlee doesn't have. I have to give her what she's lacking. It's going to take everything I have. I'm going to have to give up some things... Maybe not go to college this year, but it's worth it to see Harlee thriving and healthy. These next 4 years are gonna be heII... I can already feel it. It's all just coming at me so fast, and I don't know how to take it in. I need someone to talk to. I need to let things out. If you're willing to listen... Please... Message me.
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I'll keep you in my prayersn
I'm praying for you and Harlee...please send me a message if you ever need to talk...
I understand what it's like to lose your family. I live with my 8 brothers ever since my parents died. I didn't know about them for about 3 months. I know the feeling of being completely alone. It gets better. Try to stay strong, and I will pray for you, and may you receive the same luck I had when I met the brothers I never knew I had. I understand what you're going through, I know your pain, talk to me if you ever feel the need to, or if you get scared, ok?
-Rain
U and Harlee are in my thoughts and prayers! I sent u a message earlier i hope u got it.
And if u ever need to talk to someone message me!
like I said before, you can always message me Harold.
You and Harlee are in my thoughts and prayers....and I am always willing to listen so just message me when ever needed
I am very sorry for your loss. I know that if my parents died my own older brother would do all he could to get me what I needed, even if we have other family members. My heart goes out to you and I hope that you can be a good big brother to Harlee because she doesn't need a dad now she needs you to be her brother and that's all you can do for her. When I need someone I can always look to my brother and you need to be there for her. If you need, please don't hesitate to message me.
Oh my.... That is horrible... Jinx told me about you two and your situation.... Well, I'm going to let you know that it can be very tough, loosing someone dear... Espeacilly parents. Good luck. Remeber that from wherever theit spirits are, in heaven, Vallaheim, somewhere in this vast universe, they're looking and watching and protecting you and your sister. Keep that in mind.
~Alea