Big Changes, Long Phases. (Love Story)

7-26-12

"I'll be home soon, mom. I'm just grabbing a bite eat first. Love you, bye," I end the call. I park my car in McDonald's parking lot and walk inside. I order my food for to go and soon enough I'm walking back out to my car. I notice a guy standing outside by the car next to mine. I don't think much of him, except that he's wearing a hoodie and smoking a cigarette. I carry on. I find my keys in my purse and unlock the car door. I open it and step one foot in. I feel a sharp tug on my wrist. I gasp and look behind me as I let out a shriek. "Where you going?" He grits through his teeth. "Please, let me go!" I yell, shedding a tear. "Shut up!" he demands, his grip getting tighter. "Your coming with me," he says and ties my wrist, so I cant move my hands, & shoves me into the backseat of his truck. And he takes off.

I don't say anything. But, I can't help the tears from gliding down my cheeks. After a while, "Where are you taking me?" I choke out. He doesn't answer. I bit me lip so hard, it was cutting the skin. I cry quietly. The truck comes to a stop. He gets out and then gets me out. A guy that look my age is waiting a few feet away. I look around. Looks like were in an ally. The guys grins when he sees me. "Very good, Paul," he says. "I can take it from here," he smiles. Paul nods, gets back into his truck, and drives away. I stood there, shivering. I couldn't help but think I know this guy, but from where. He chuckles, "Do you remember me?" he asks. I don't reply. "Well, let me introduce myself. My name is Steven. Steven Hollen." My mouth drops, but I still keep quiet. He went to middle school with me. He had a major crush on me and I was totally creeped out by him. He was obsessive. "I know what your thinking, 'Why'? Well, Jess I'm here, for one reason. One reason and reason only. To make sweet sweet love to you," he smirks. He's going to r/a/pe me! I could gag. He is not attractive and most importantly scary! "No, please, don't," I say as I back away and hit a wall. He comes towards me and stands only inches away. "You will do as I say, or you can say bye-bye to you family and your boyfriend." I swallow hard on his words, and nod. I can't let him hurt the ones I love. He smiles. "We'll start out nice and slow," he grins and starts kissing me. He then slips his tongue in. I try hard not to think about it. I try to picture him being Carter but I can't. I have no choice.

He kisses me hard, his body against mine. He kisses me from neck to my br/e/asts. I close my eyes, I don't want to see any of this. He takes my shirt off and my br/a/ and starts with my br/e/asts. A tear falls down my cheek. He stops and kisses me again while sliding his hand down my pants. He fing/e/rs me through my thin panti/e/s, making me w/e/t. My eyes fill up with tears. "Everything will be okay." I keep thinking to myself. His fing/e/rs go in deeper, making me shriek. He takes my pants and underwear off, then takes his clothes off. I let out a small cry when he shoves his d/i/ck into me and hold me while thrusts my limp body back in forth. My w/o/mb is bleeding. I'm a v/i/rgin. Or was. I black out from the pain and horror.

I wake up on the hard ground n/a/ked and sore. It was still dark so it hasn't been to long since... you know. I put my clothes on and walk to my McDonald's parking lot to get my car and drive home.

When I get home, questions are thrown at me. I just want to go to sleep and forget about what happened. "Where were you? Are you okay?" My mother asked, panicked. "I'm fine mom. I stopped by Tami's after I ate," I lied. But it calmed her down. "Next time, you let us know young lady," my father commanded. I nod and went up to my bed room. I put on a new pair of underwear and through on a big t-shirt. I got in bed and cried my self to sleep.