Help the depressed, emo, lying freak that is me.
I have so many problems.
I have now convinced my self that I'm fat. People say I'm not. Even the acting manager I've went to recently said I'm not..... but when I look in the mirror I see a girl who is not skinny. So... here's the point. I've become bulimic. I can stop. But I don't want to. At the same time, I do. I'm scared that it'll turn into anorexia. I've already dropped five pounds in a week. This is bad. HELP! I've tried to stop, and I physically can, but at the same time I can't. I know how much danger 'm in, and yet I can't seem to stop making myself throw up. Once again, HELP! Please.