I'm hurting... a lot...
As if the hardest therapy session of my life wasn't bad enough.... we had to talk about my favorite topic... bullying... but before I get into that, I'm going to explain therpy. I lost... A TON of weight... and just to let you all know I may be going back into the hospital for a little while so if I don't contact you please... forgive me... but today we played out a scerario where the good guys stopped the bullys... you want to know what happened to me...? I was bullied. For ten years. Ya know what I did? I talked to every single one of my goddamn teachers but there has yet to be one to even mention to the kids that what they're doing is not ok. 10 years! And after ten years of bascilly being alone this triggers me... to the point of want to kill myself... Now I have lost the courage to take my own life but today I was BEGGING God to take my life... somehow... because this pain... it's unrealistic... and I can't bare it any longer...
If you have any advice or even just a kind word to say... it would be greatly apprciated.
If you have any advice or even just a kind word to say... it would be greatly apprciated.
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I know. ive been bullied. im sure a lot of people have been bullied. but you shouldn't think these things of yourself, no matter how much you're hurting inside. There are people who love you out there, somewhere, i hope you know this.
sORRY if i sounded cheesy just then.
yeah
stay storong im rite there with ive been at the piont 2 ware i wannna kill myself mesage me if u want
Thank you so much. My computer is being really stupid and it won't let me send a message. Could you send one to me?
I really cant help you, I just wanted to say I feel kinda guilty for that....ive been bullied, but im the type to shut my bullies up. And since your not the violent type.....
Sorry :/
im really sorry to hear that, do not let them hurt you, you are stronger than that.
Message me.
You can talk to me whenver you want. I know what it's like to be bullied and have nobody help me.
Oh you poor dear. I dunno what to do. I'm sorry, darling. Message me. Just title it "REMUS I NEED YOU RIGHT NOW!"