smile

a smile for me is so hard to come by lately, when i am happy i still find it hard to be able to bring a light to my face..
but since i have started talking to you i can smile more freely, you are now that light..
you can make me laugh and smile, that beautiful feeling of warmth that i crave..
you make me very, very happy..

BUT

happiness never seems to stay with me
it is always at my finger tips
but it prefers to tease
comes so close but than flitters away
content with making me suffer..

BUT

as long as you are there and make me happy for only a little while
i will be fine
i will laugh at the teasing happiness
i will just wait till the next time i talk to you..

i cant wait for that smile..