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| Location: | The only place where it's okay to like your cousin, KY, US |
| Member Since: | 05-17-2008 |
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| About Me: | Well.. What exactly do you want to know? Would you like to know that I am a human, with blue eyes and a sarcastic approach at life? Or do you want to know something more serious.. like I'm a Christian and an Obama fan? Perhaps you want to know something unique about myself, like how I have a rare disorder that gets on my nerves? Or how I'm left handed, play the flute piano and guitar, love to write stories, and drink coffee? I don't know. Lets make a deal - You ask me a question about myself, and I'll answer it. Fair enough. Oh and I might offend you when it comes to politics.. I tend to get a bit aggressive when I'm backing up my opinion. There is probably a bunch of weird quizzes over there >>> Because I hit the random quiz button. So if you see in my records that I have taken a boys only quiz or an adult diaper quiz or something, it's not because I was searching, thank you very much. =P |
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NOBAMA!!!!
dont cut!!
i used to not anymore!!
its bad!!
you cut yourself ?your home page is teletubbies! for gods sake kids are not supposed to hurt themselves .lol u got ur worries share em with somone u got no one to share tell me ive done a lot of stupid things u know
wow thanks for posting that :)
I wish I had read this before I stared cutting.
WARNING BEFORE YOU CUT…
Before you make that first cut remember: You will enjoy this. You will find the blood and pain addictive. Even though you think you can make a few tiny cuts that aren't deep and will heal easily, they will get deeper. They will scar. They will take sometimes months to heal. And years for the scars to fade. If you think you can limit the cutting to one area of your body, think again...it will spread when you run out of ski
WARNING BEFORE YOU CUT…
Be prepared to withdraw from others and live in a constant state of shame. Even if you are the most honest person ever to live, you will find yourself lying to the people you love. You will jerk back from your friends when they touch you as if their hands were dipped in poison. You will be terrified that they will feel something under the cloth of your shirt or because it just plain hurts so much to be touched.
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Be prepared to get so out of control you fear your next cut because you don't know how bad it will be. Just wait for [a number] cuts to turn into [a much larger number].
Be prepared for your entire life to revolve around thinking about cutting...cutting and covering up cutting. And just wait till that first time you cut "too deep." And you freak out because the blood won't stop...and you are gaping....and you feel yourself shaking all over. You are having a panic attack and you are terrified ,
but you can't tell anyone. So you sit there alone...praying it will be ok…swearing you'll never let it go this far again. But you will, and further.
Don't worry, you will learn how to take care of your cuts so that you can go deeper and deeper and avoid the ER. And the better you get at treating your cuts, the deeper they get. You will lie to yourself and justify it when you find yourself spending 20, 30 or 50 dollars every time you go the pharmacy. You will feel the flutter of your heartbea
t every time you go to the counter to ring up your order. Butterfly strips...3 or four different kinds of dressings...betadine....antibiotic cream...medical tape…scar reducers.. You will tap your foot impatiently, hoping the line will just move and no one will stare at you or wonder why you need all these things. And at the same time, secretly hope someone will notice.. someone who is standing in line with an armful of the same supplies..someone who understands but of course that never happen
Medical supplies won't be the only thing you spend all your money on. Be prepared to buy a new wardrobe...long sleeve shirts in summer colors, bracelets, wristbands , boots, gloves...the list goes on and on. You will start looking at everyone in a different way...Scanning their bodies for any signs of SI...just hoping that you might meet someone like you so you don't feel so terribly alone. You will not even think about it...as your eyes scan their wrists arms...hoping, just hoping, they will be
like you...But they are not. You will see their clean arms and feel terribly ashamed and alone. You will start doing a lot of
things alone.
You will always have to wash your laundry in private so no one sees the blood stains on your clothes and towels. You will always be cleaning up the blood...Scrubbing your bathroom floor...wiping the blood of your keyboard...You won't be able to make it through a day without cutting.
Next thing you know, you are in a public bathroom somewhere breaking open a scab with a sewing needle that you keep in your wallet for emergencies. When you get really desperate anything will be a cutting tool.[list of tools edited out so nobody gets ideas]. Doesn't matter what it is if you need to cut badly enough, you will find something.
Say goodbye to things you took for granted. Like wearing shorts or sandals...pedicures...sleeveless tops.
A normal summer day at the beach or in a swimming pool will become a far off memory for you. Get ready to itch. Because you will itch and itch..."so much you will look like you have fleas or a skin disease." You will become an expert on your body as you destroy it carefully. You will dream about cutting...you will dream about being exposed. It will haunt you
day and night and take over your life. You will wish you never made that first cut because while you absolutely HATE cutting...
at the same time you love it and can not live with out it...
Wow, that was long... but it's definately worth reading! If you are thinking about cutting, please read this!! I really wish I had read this before I started cutting. Maybe I can stop a few people from taking out that knife and ruining their lives with it.
thanx
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that's cuz I am.
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