I'm still blaming myself for my friend's addictions. I know that there's nothing that I can do now, but I feel like it's my fault that he got so bad. He's clean now, though, but I don't know how long it's going to last.
Same...I'm also holding onto the past.
Had a really good friend leave the friendship. It's really hard to let go esp. if they had once felt like a sister to you. I'm trying my best to let go by focusing on what I want to. And I'm a huge dreamer so I'm trying to focus more on my passions.
My first kiss.
I'm still holding on to the past. Knowing I should let it go, Since I got a fresh new in a whole new state. I can't help but to stay in the past and not look forward. I'm trying to move forward, But it's so hard.
My dream to be an graphic novelist. My mom said no because being artist cant earn money, and our family is poor. So I have to face reality and get a real job.
This site. It's slowly dying. Lots of people I knew from years before are now gone and I'm here recapturing old memories. I don't really know what else there is to do here, but if there's something, I'm trying to make the most of it before I say goodbye to this site forever.
The past. I hang on to so many things that'll never come back, ever...
I'm starting to let it all go, but it still lingers at the back of my mind.
I honestly don't know!!!
Same with Neon and Squirtle.
So many crushes and first loves, it's pathetic. I tell myself I'm over them, I tell myself I don't care, but then I still find myself counting down until I'm with them or day dreaming or falling for them again. I hate myself for it. :(