Losing her Mind
Unsure, Uncertain, Confused, Wishing For an End
The depression and anxiety were hitting hard that day. All she wanted to do was go back home and stay in bed all day.. But at the same time, she could stop moving. She wanted him, but at the same time she didn’t want to deal with anyone. She wanted comfort, but she didn’t want anyone to know that something was wrong. She wanted to stop living, but she was scared to die. She wanted to be everything they thought she was, but she no longer cared about anything besides the pain. It hurt.. And all she wanted was an end. Some kind of end. And end to the pain, and this intense sorrow that overtook her. Something.. And she didn't care what.