Tear drops on an iPod screen

Just a simple song....love, hate who knows anymore....yeah....call me stupid for vfeeling bad. This is how i feel handbill dont give a fvck if you thinkbits stupid.
Dedication: Neare, even though you may be dead....
Chester....if neares dead and you read this....sing it fir me at her funeral. Its all i ask....please....make up a beat and tune....just make sure its heard....please....

Chapter 1

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As they lay her in the ground
All the blood in my body rushes away
i feel dizzy sick
Why did you have to go...?

Tear drops on my iPod screen
As our song comes on
Tear drops running down my face
As your last words ring through the.silence
Tear drops on my iPod screen
As i quietly sing along


Its a week since your funeral
And I'm staring at the wall
Clutching my rosary in my hands
And praying for the thousandth time

A tear rolls down my cheek
A bitter smile on my lips
how can i pray in a time like this
To a God who must hate me

God, what did I do to deserve this?
What did i do?
Is this for the sins i commited?
Or the love I shouldn't have felt?

What have i done to deserve my heart to be ripped away?
Why am I praying now?
for.i.no.longer believe.
The.moment your heart stoped beating, there wasn't a God to me

I remember i sat in my bedroom, thinkingbover what you said
Wed spoken over the phone that night and you sang the words to our song
I smiled and said i love you
you sounded.on the verge of tears and said i love you too
The words wouldn't stop replaying in my mind
As i heard another phone ring

I answer it and its your father
Calling to tell me the news
He found you there with a note in your hand and a bottle of pills on the floor
The moment i got the call
my world shattered
The.moment your heart stopped heating
God was no.more to me

As i press play on my iPod screen
and a voice fills the silence
Lyrics prodding at my heart
And i shed a single tear

Tear drops.on an iPod screen
As our song comes.on
Tear drops running down.my face
As your last words.ring through the silence
Tear drops on an.iPod screan
as I quietly sing along


Its been a month since your funeral
I collapsed in the halls today
Crying, begging
I clutched the rosary around my neck and heard the laughing and names
Yes they called me cruel things but i barely heard the words
Only garbled yells as the tears rolled down my face

Later today i walked home,.empty and cold
I sat down on my bed and began to hum a song
I didn't recognise the tune at first
But then.i remembered the call
A tear rolled down my face as i began to sob

Tear drops on an iPod screen
As our song comes on
Tear drops.running down my face
As your final words ring through the silence
Tear drops.on an iPod screen
As i quietly sing along


''Its two months since your funeral''
''And I'm dying inside''
''I stand in front of your grave and cry''
''I hold in my hand a guitar and some roses''
''As I sing this song''

Tear drops on an iPod screen
as our song comes on
Tear drops rolling down my face
As your final words rang through the silence
Tear drops on an iPod screen
As I quietly sing along

Its three months since your funeral
And i sit here on the ledge
Bottle.of gin and bills in my hands
As i sing your final words
you died thinking i hate you
Because you read a poem i wrote
regret is in my heart so heavy
Guilt weighing me down

A single word is on my mind tonight
Harmony
The name you called me for so longz bringing me now sadness
Ill never smile again

Brown eyes so sad, blue skies now grey
I'm sorry world, i cannot stay
I loved you all, but the pain i could not bear

My note in my hand, a poem scrawled across

Dear mother, father, brother,
i loved you all a lot
but my faults i could not bear
dont worry friends, I'm bettter now
happy and in the arms.of my love
graces my twin, my best friend, do not cry for me
Ashley, my gaurdian angel, do not weep or die for me, i would not be pleased
please my friends, I'm happy no, dont you see?
just smile and sing for me
i love you all so much, i hate to say goodbye
but i must for my heart aches too much
goodbye, i love you all
see you in heaven or hell one day

I take a deep breath and down both bottles
A burning sensation begins in my stomach working its way up
Its agonising, hut soon my vision is white
i see you standing in front of me
Smiling sadly you pull me into your arms
Is this heaven...?
Or just a dream?
Were standing in a field.of.blue flowers
Blue flowers bleeding cromson
I smile
This is my heaven and I'm not letting it go

I smile at you and kiss your cheek
You smile back and i begin to sing

Tear drops on an iPod screen
As our song comes on
Tears drops falling down my face
As your final words ring through the silence
Tear drops on an iPod screen
As I quietly sing along


You've never heard the words before and a tear rolls down your cheek
I smile soflty ans while it away
Pulling me into your arms
You sing our song

My body is found a few hours ago
I can see my mother and father sobbing as they read the note
I feel regret but happiness
Yes I gave it all up for you my love
I see my mother calling my friends
See them.sobbing as mom tellls them what my note said
they sobbed and wept, prayingbi got.to.heaven
A tear rolled down my cheek as a song began to play in my head

Tear drops.on an.iPod screen
As our song begins to.play
tear drops rolling down my face
As i begin to pray
Tear drops on my iPod screen
As i strum a few chords on the guitar
Tear drops rolling down my cheeks
As.i sing our song
Tear drops.on.my iPod.screen
As i quietly sing our song

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