My Final Moments

My Final Moments

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MY FINAL MOMENTS

My Final Moments

When I thought it was all over it
when I thought it was all gone,
the pain came back again

I tried to fight it off but couldn't it was no use,
I knew it was the end
the end of all my pain and suffering,
the thing I always wanted but never needed
but as the final moment came,
as the knife went through
I said “I final got what I wanted"
as I lay on the cold floor,
people all around me start crying
and I said " don't worry I'm a loss cause"
and I die just then
even thought people cried when I died,
no one even dared to come to my funeral
as the knife went through me
I said “I final got what I wanted”
as I lay on the cold floor,
people all around me started crying
and I said “dont worry I'm a loss cause”
and after that I died
even though people cried when I died,
no one even dared to come to my funeral

So when I saw not a single person come,
It made me feel like no one cared
like the people who were around crying faked it
and they did, so I came to see myself
when I saw myself sleeping,
I thought of all the times when I was alive
sad,wanting to die, and alone
I'm still sad and alone even though I'm dead
when I was alive I thought dying was going to remove
all the pain and suffering,
but it didn't
it was like I was still alive but I knew I wasn't
and sometimes I wish I wasn't all aloneAfter that I knew I had to go
I knew I couldnt look at myself sleeping anymore
So I left and I told myself I can't go back,
but something told me to
I tried to stop thinking about it but I couldn't
It was stuck in my head
that night kept going over and over in my head
It made me wonder
“why did I have to die”
and why no one came to my funeral
I knew no one would come but why not come
people were cried when I died
It made no sense to cry and not come
then it hit me,
the people who were there didn't know me
but felt bad and didn't know where the funeral was,
And I just kept visiting my grave when I wanted

Even though I was still sad and alone I just went to see myself
to forget
but in the end it always came back






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