I'm so sorry if I'm not on for months at a time. Latley, I don't have the time. I'm always caring about others before myself. I've been starving myself and crying myself to sleep every night. My parents are most likely getting divorced. I'm honestly trying to be happy, I really am. It just isn't working. My mom kicked out my stepdad today. Right now he's moving all of his stuff out. I was just sitting in the living room and he started screaming at me. He keeps telling me I'm not good enough. I'm starting to believe him. Again I'm sorry. Please don't hate me....