I'm sorry...

Chapter 1

So sorry..

I hate doing this..
I know I'm new here and everything...
And I hate already doing this
But this is the only way I can help myself.
You don't have to read on, I don't want to waste your time...
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Alright, So... I'm 15, and I have a boyfriend, he's 17.
To be honest, I've never met him. I met him online..
We skype almost every night...
My parents know about him (They think I've met him personally before once)
And his parents know about me (they are aware of the fact that he met me online)
Well, I met him about 3 months ago..
1 month ago he cheated on me.. He changed so much he wasn't himself...
He started smoking and doing drugs..
We broke up...
But I couldn't stop caring, and he knew too...
Nothing I did, seemed to be right..
So I kept telling myself, "I'm done", just to find myself trying again.
Well after 2 weeks (when we broke up we decided to still be friends and it worked!) we were just casually skyping like always. He started falling asleep and suddenly said "I love you".. he was asleep...
I was so shocked I could barely breathe
I asked him if he meant it the next day, and he replied yes.
After a lot of thinking, I decided to get back with him.
A few days after we got back together he moved (not that it really made a difference, it was a long distance thing anyways, so yeah..)
Now when I talk to him, he's really happy and i think moving there was a really good decision he made.
Also, he's the old him. The one I fell in love with...
However, idk what to do...
I start doubting us.. something tells me that we'll never meet.. we're planning but it's not working out..
I really care for him.. but slowly I doubt that he cares for me too..
I can't stop thinking about him..
I'm really paranoid... always was..
I don't want him to be with another girl..
I want him to stay my boy...
I'm into him way too much.
He says he loves me..
But every night I wonder, is it really true?
Then I tell myself.. Cennet, you're 15,..
You met him online...
It wouldn't work anyways...
But then there's this other part that says
Your aunt met you uncle when she was 16...
Age doesn't matter..
It will work out
You've never liked a guy as much as him..
Ugh!
My emotions are tearing me apart!
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I'm really sorry guys.. idk why.. but this helps me...
If you read it and don't care.. I'm sorry for wasting your time...
I'm not sure what I wanted to achieve by posting this..
Nothing really, I guess...
But again, sorry.. I really am..
I'm gonna fix this.. How about a joke..
Yeah a joke it is... :)
I personally think this one is cute.. :)
A Minnesota couple decided to vacation to Florida during the winter. They planned to stay at the very same hotel where they spent their honeymoon 20 years earlier. Because of hectic schedules, it was difficult to coordinate their travel schedules. So, the husband left Minnesota and flew to Florida on Thursday. His wife would fly down the following day.

The husband checked into the hotel. There was a computer in his room, so he decided to send an e-mail to his wife. However, he accidentally left out one letter in her e-mail address, and without realizing his error, he sent the e-mail.

Meanwhile.....somewhere in Houston, a widow had just returned home from her husband's funeral. He was a minister of many years who was called home to glory following a sudden heart attack. The widow decided to check her e-mail, expecting messages from relatives and friends. After reading the first message, she fainted.

The widow's son rushed into the room, found his mother on the floor, and saw the computer screen which read:

To: My Loving Wife
Subject: I've Arrived
Date: 16 May 2003
I know you're surprised to hear from me. They have computers here now and you are allowed to send e-mails to your loved ones. I've just arrived and have been checked in. I see that everything has been prepared for your arrival tomorrow. Looking forward to seeing you then! Hope your journey is not as uneventful as mine was.
P.S. Sure is hot down here!
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Okay, bye :)

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