Without Him I am Nothing

Without him I am empty. The day he moved away was the worst day of my life. I can still remember his car driving down the old road. From there everything went wrong. I have stopped eating, and spend most of my time in my room. Without him I am nothing. I think about him all the time. I really wish he would come back, but he won't.

It's probably because of me. I am so annoying. I wish I had of been nice and told him how I really feel. But it's too late now. He left. And I'm stuck here. Trying to pick up the pieces of my broken heart. We sort of stayed in touch. Sometimes he texts me, but that isn't enough.

I just want him back. I'm so depressed without him. Maybe I should just end it all. It's not like anyone would care. Especially not him.