Why I haven't been on in so long. (please read)

Chapter 1

I'm in so much pain. :(

I've been really deposed lately. I'm falling apart and I just can't put all the pieces back together anymore. I don't know what is going to happen to me in the near future, but I have a growing hunch that it will have to do with suicide. I just can't do this anymore. Life is so cruel and no one cares. Hardly anyone even cares about me and I'm done.

I'm sorry, okay. But please don't look at me as a quitter, or a coward. I'm doing what I have to so I don't have to feel this pain anymore. I haven't been on because I've just been so weak, I'm so drained. I couldn't act happy on here for you guys. I didn't want to scare you either. So I'm sorry. That's why I've been gone for a bit. I can barely get through a school day without collapsing. I just hate myself and my life.


Stay lovely


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