Caleb Rants
So, any more rants that I do, I'll attach to this as additional chapters to keep my hating thoughts organized.
These aren't directed at you, the reader or anything, I just need to get my thoughts out and rage a little bit. Maybe it'll help me, maybe it won't.
Just know that I'm not trying to take it out on anyone who is reading this. I just gotta blow off some steam and this is the best way I can think of to do it
So, tommorow I have to get up early... like four hours early... at 8 in the morning. for some stupid doctors appointment thing that, in theory, will help me with some of my "issues"
Cuz we all know how much I just LOVE asking for help, right!
Actually, most of you on here don't know me all that well, so you probably don't know that.
Ehhhh
So, in short, I've basically been askking for help on damn near everything I've done and I'm sick of it. And a lot of the time, people just assume that I need help with crap and try to help me anyways which really pisses me off!
Yeah, I've heard all the "oh, its ok we all need help sometimes" and I think it's nothing but crap. Ok if you need help, ask for it. I freaking hate it! It always takes too damn long and this is something I don't want help with anyways. I've made some stupid mistakes that I shouldn't have done, yeah, but it doesn't mean what you think it means. My dad thinks he knows who I am because of some screw ups in the past. It's bullshit! He doesn't know me like he thinks he does! Besides, if I could drive, we wouldn't fricking have this problem would we??? Fruck it, this is just such crap.
Yeah I totally need another counseling session. cuz they've all helped so damn much right!?
wait for it....
(takes a deep breath)
NOPE!!!
Just give me some time and I can deal with this crap on my own, alright!
I mean, dammit! I'm 18 for God's sake. I can take care of myself. Stupid parents thinking you always know this crap. Maybe just take a freaking step back and let me deal with it on my own! I've done it before, I can do it again and I'll do it more in the future!
LAY THE FRUCK OFF
that is all
sorry for the rage
Cuz we all know how much I just LOVE asking for help, right!
Actually, most of you on here don't know me all that well, so you probably don't know that.
Ehhhh
So, in short, I've basically been askking for help on damn near everything I've done and I'm sick of it. And a lot of the time, people just assume that I need help with crap and try to help me anyways which really pisses me off!
Yeah, I've heard all the "oh, its ok we all need help sometimes" and I think it's nothing but crap. Ok if you need help, ask for it. I freaking hate it! It always takes too damn long and this is something I don't want help with anyways. I've made some stupid mistakes that I shouldn't have done, yeah, but it doesn't mean what you think it means. My dad thinks he knows who I am because of some screw ups in the past. It's bullshit! He doesn't know me like he thinks he does! Besides, if I could drive, we wouldn't fricking have this problem would we??? Fruck it, this is just such crap.
Yeah I totally need another counseling session. cuz they've all helped so damn much right!?
wait for it....
(takes a deep breath)
NOPE!!!
Just give me some time and I can deal with this crap on my own, alright!
I mean, dammit! I'm 18 for God's sake. I can take care of myself. Stupid parents thinking you always know this crap. Maybe just take a freaking step back and let me deal with it on my own! I've done it before, I can do it again and I'll do it more in the future!
LAY THE FRUCK OFF
that is all
sorry for the rage
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Oh, yeah, they call it senioritis atmy school too. Sorry for the down parts Dx
Hey! These rants are really neat, and I enjoy reading them. I really hope you make some more! :)
Also, on chapter 16, I know how you feel, and I feel similarly. But I can guarantee you that reading and writing(and perhaps even video games) will get you far in life! ;) Plus, what you major in in college can lead you do things...I once met a guy who majored in film and went on to work with animals...:D
Anyways, great rants! Five stars! :)
I'm not sure exactly how Ch. 19 is a rant, but LOL! I don't watch Supernatural but I've watched Ghostbusters! Get one of those vaccum thingies!
Ch. 15
I always wondered what it would be like to have an older sibling. You're rant put my "Oldest child status" in perspective for me. Those are some very sweet, heart touching memories, and I thought of all my little sisters when I read it .
Thank-you. :)
I love thunder storms! They're great to fall asleep to!
Sorry if you disagree, Caleb, but that's just my weird opinion. :3
Institutionalized - Suicidal Tendencies. You might like listening to that right now. Best wishes.
so when I first met my fiancé, he told me something that I think might help you:
"even if this is our last day together, even if I never see you again, I'll be okay. yeah, i'll be lonely as f___ck, but i'll be okay. because even if I don't have you in the present, nobody can take away the memories, or the feelings I have for you..."
of course, I had to change it a bit, but you get the point, i'm sure? i know, i know, it's a hollow sort of joy to have, but it's better than nothing, right?
I appreciate that :}
good. [=
Chapter 18 is very depressing. I really feel bad for you. And unless Quibblo really improves, it may not last very long. Since I started on Quibblo, five friends of mine have deleted. Four of them were in the last couple of days. The cite is dying, obviously.
Chapter 8-
Aww please don't you ever leave Quibblo! Life will get better you just have to keep your head held up!! If you need to chat message me!!
That's quite all right.
Taught you a bit of Maori there too! Kia kaha! I love saying that. ^-^