i want to be hot
Yes, you need to change it... if you think you do. Your opinion matters a lot. A girl with a "perfect" body,(regardless what that means to you) who is self-conscious and tries to hide it will look unattractive.
That's a big soft fat stomach me gusta
Truly, if you want someone to like you, be yourself. Some one will like you, and you will know when.
And, everyone has a different definition of "hot".
Some people like "bigger" people than others, other's don't.
your smokin hot in my books