I know you're probably never gonna read this but everythings worth a try. I miss you so much and uh, I'm a bit worried about you. Its scary because you deserve to be happy 24/7 365 days a year, but sometimes you're not okay. I just worry about you. If you're happy, I'm over the moon, if you're not you know you can always talk to me, whether you want to come back or not I'll always be here. I'm so sorry for everything I. put you through. I'll always love you. I promise I won't let you down again.